sober
And I don't knowThis could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
And I don't knowI could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So i won't worry 'bout my timing
I wanna get it right
No comparing, second guessing
No not this time
Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in
But I know it's never really over, no
Wake up
and its another week. i havta get my readings done.
i dunno wads wrong with it all.
what u want.
what i want.
howta get it all right.
and if i could, i might not necessarily would.
i dont see why i should make it thru this time like everything else i made thru.
luck doesnt run in all fields of my life.
i know it cant b about me all the time.
but i feel so little of me alr.
why cant i ask more about me in this aspect of life.
o wells.
rahhhh
11:52 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
n im still here.
想念是会呼吸的痛它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
rahhhh
1:23 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
gibberish
i need a little sunshine.schs been alright.
i pretty much have company for all my mods except for my culture mod.
ms qing n mr yong for ps.
yunn n cherlynn for deviance.
rachie liau and the 34/05ers like the whole lot of em for gen bio.
liau-ey again for gene n society.
then me. myself. and i. all alone for culture.
i thought it wld b a popular mod amongst socio ppl ok.
but it wasnt.
sulks.
have been spending alot lately.
sales tht are still going on aint helping much.
plus the new bugis dresses at 10 bucks thing.
o ya, and i realised i have like at least one peice of clothing from the different gap kids season.
but they r so irresistably cute i hadta get em ok.
like my new ladybug top.
its green ok, with small lil ladybug pics all over em!
howta resist u tell me.
the point is, i thought of a new use for the tee.
i recommend the army to get em in huge male sizes.
then maybe they can print other "man-lier" bugs on it,
like rhinocerous beetles or sth.
U KNOW WHY.
then those army ppl can use it as part of their camouflage outfits so cool right.
like when u want to blend in with the forest background just lie down!
then the enemies will b like "wah lao, why this place infested with bugs sia. go another way la"
tadah!
brilliant aint it.
and its so this season for gap!
*gives a brilliant bimbotic freeze at the moment cheerleader style wideeeeee grin*
TOTALLY PLEASE.
:D
o wells,
i still need a bit of sunshine,
the emotional way.
not tht im in need of vit D.
though mayb i do.
but thts outta my emo momo point.
rahhhh
12:30 AM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
你是爱我的
我要相信你是爱我的我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等
我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯
yoga-ed, yum cha-ed, shopped.
i hope sch isnt tht tough this sem.
i need a good cap score.
i have a new pencil case, new wallet, new waterbottle.
hurhur, sounds v pri-sch-ish.
o wells.
little things like tht make me happy.
